Jayne ;; change

[jayne]

Once in a while,
You are in my mind,
I think about the days that we had,
And I dream that these would all come back to me,
If only you knew every moment in time,
Nothing goes on in my heart,
Just like your memories,
How I want here to be with you,
Once more.

Journal,

My life has seemed to have changed entirely. My sister if never there for me any more, and I haven't seen her back at the house in weeks - Not that I'm complaining though, time to myself away from her raging is always nice, even though, I still do love her as family. It's given me time to actually get on with my work more, and build myself to new levels.

I had a cold for a few weeks, and I prevented myself from going too far. Which made me feel bad, because well, I love to meet the regular people that I talk to. It made me feel even worse because a while back, I met someone. He was different from the others. He was about my age, silver gray eyes, brown tanned hair and a soft feel about him.

But because I had stayed at home to recover myself slightly, I felt bad for not attempting to meet him again. - I met him at the library, and no doubt he expected me to be there the next day and such; but I wasn't there.

I feel great now though. Refreshed and continuing with my work! I hope that maybe I could meet him again some day, that our paths may cross. I would like to get to know him more. He had the same interests as me! That's rare to find now days, especially with this society.

Oh well. Another day passed, but a new one beginning. Tomorrow will be a new start for me. In hopes that something interesting will come my way.

Much Love
Jayne